This outfit is showing my darkest mood right now. Usually I wear black because I love black by itself but right now black goes with my mind.
I got a bad new about my grandma' this afternoon, she's having a depression and she's at the hospital and that's killing me. I know what she's going through, I had depression a long time ago and my mom also had a depression. I'm not into the family "thing", you may think I'm crazy or something but this is true, the more they are away from me the more I feel better. But my grandma' is everything to me, she's simply the best, I can't live without her, when I'm on the phone with her I'm always crying because I love the feeling of talking to her. Sometimes I think about the fact that one day she'll be gone forever but I refuse to believe it, for me she's immortal so losing her it's impossible. Right now I just want her to feel better and laugh again ♡
Top : Jennyfer - Skirt : Grain De Malice - Shoes : New Look - Jacket : H&M - Necklace : H&M